Definitely felt like a grind today. Wasn’t 100% in the mood to hit a mic—tired, throat a little sore. Just wasn’t feeling it. But I understand the mission and my job. That’s the differentiator—doing it even when you don’t want to. That’s why I know I can do this. I’ve been boxing for over eight years, and that taught me discipline. And in comedy, nobody’s punching me, so it’s easier in some ways—but still a fight in its own right.
Hit the Funny Bone. Didn’t think I’d get on, and I didn’t. First week of my four-week countdown before I’m guaranteed another spot there without bringing guests. I’ve decided I’m just going to tell people about the project, and if they want to follow me and show up to the shows I’m doing, great. But keeping track of where I’m going all the time is hard enough for me—much less keeping up with it for everyone else. So I’m just going to focus on the work, and if people want to join in along the way, they can.
Tonight was cool because I got to just sit and enjoy some comedy. Got to be up front, watching people do their art their way in what’s basically the House of Comedians. This isn’t polished material—this is workshop mode—and it’s awesome. Some bits are already really good, but you can see the process, and that’s where the magic is.
Also, I’m starting to get that other comics recognize I’ve got tough enough skin to take a jab, and I think that’s part of the initiation. I dig it.
One thing I keep noticing is intention. There’s a lot of raw talent in this community, but I’m not always sure what the intention is. A little more of that could go a long way. And yet—this community has a vibe. It’s rare. I’ve been in startup scenes my whole life, and there’s a certain buzz you feel when something big is brewing. St. Louis comedy has that right now. There’s a handful of people here who are insanely talented, doing the work, and on the verge of breaking through. Some may just need a touch of direction—or maybe they don’t. Either way, something is going to happen.
Whatever it is, I’m here for it. I’m going to be the man I am, stay in the mix, and let my ship rise with it. I love this Cox Out project—it’s already one of my favorite things I’ve ever worked on, and we’re just getting started.
Jokes landed hard tonight. My “when you grow up in chaos, you grab onto something… for me, that was Cox” line still kills. Ran the Cox Ken bit for the second time, opened with my Shane Gillis-style “I know I look like I’m a Republican” setup, and it hit. Might be my show opener when I produce my own thing to drop with the book.
Oh—and for no reason other than pure randomness, I took a picture of my shoes tonight. Custom Wu-Tang Clan Adidas. Because why not.
